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Change of account...

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 23:11:53 GMT

Hello everyone! Hope this post don't bug anyone.

From now on, this journal is closed. I am going to use a new one, fuxxtothefuture. This one will be friends only, so leave me a message if you wanna be added.

I say so because I know people who knows me by this LJ user... nee, from now, ya know ^_^

See you!~

Elisa *hideko*

Yoshikilt & the original Yoshiki vibrator

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 17:19:12 GMT

Hm... xD This cames from here -> http://www.dressedtokilt.com/

At the end of the year 2003, Yoshiki took part of a fashion show of kilts. I were looking for pics of him dressed like that, but didn't found anything. So, I created my own more than a year ago...

Teh Yoshikilt

Of course, he is showing his ass as always xDDDDDDDD

Sorry for the bad photoedition xD

EDIT: I forgot to add this...

Teh original and official Yoshiki vibrator

Elisa *hideko*

x-posted in jrockhumor, mock_yoshiki and in my own LJ

お誕生日おめでとう TAIJI!!!

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 17:31:12 GMT

Yay!! Today is the 39th birthday of the God of Bass, Sawada Taiji!

I admire and love him sooooo much, is the best bassist ever!!!!

Happy birthday, my dear!!!!

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

¬¬

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 23:13:34 GMT

I am so fucking pissed off. I met today with a friend... I didn't see him since a year, and the idea was to go to his home to play PS2. Yeah, that was the idea. Well, also to shave his body... I had no problems because I know him since a lot of years. But he ended half nude, in a bed, and he asked me to lay at his side. I had no problems. But then he started to hugh me in a very awkward, burdensome, hulking, importunate... way. He started to ask me why I don't like him, he wanted to kiss me deeply, and he didn't stop to hugh me in that way >_< I gave him a very very soft kiss, just brushing his lips, but he wanted more and more >_< I slapped his face many times >_< and when finally he lifted from the bed, I lifted too and went back home.

I feel really angry and uncomfortable with him... FUCK!!!! >______<

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

I'm at Silent Hill!!

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 19:13:48 GMT

Hi!

chibinekomata did this photo edition by a photo of myself... We were joking "That photo is so Silent Hill"... so she did this xD

Isn't that just sooooo amazing? *giggles*

Elisa *hideko*

Shinya to Die.. fellatio??!?!?

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 16:30:15 GMT

Well... what a strange topic, isn't it?

This is a video I cutted out from a A Knot of Dir en Grey. It seems like that A Knot is REALLY rare (I still don't know why in the hell they published this video), and I think I should share this with you, my beloved partners xD

This video is after the making of "304 goushitsu, hakushi no sakura" pv (tell me if I mistake the name... I'm not so much into them). Well, in this video THERE IS NOTHING EXPLICIT... but about the situation (is really hilarious to see Kaoru dork xDD), and the others... well, I think is just that.

Notice...

1º Kaoru's moves... (what a dork)

2º Die: He has such a stupid face of happiness and he is in underwear t-shirt - and the rest are all with the clothes of the pv-.

3º The Black blanket... that has own life, it's moving... watch it carefully.

4º The caravan: all lights are off, except that one (well, that means that Die is a little stupid xD)

4º Just after Toshiya goes into scene with his dorky moves of always, there is something going out from the blanket... and if you look carefully, you can see a lock and a hand really similar to Shinya at those times.

5º Obviously... where is Shinya? I don't see him, and the video ends there.

So, the link -> http://s50.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=22BCRGXAJ3KPO0YZ7RIAJD3T1

Please comment, and... have fun xD

Elisa *hideko*

For Gackt's b-day!

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 19:17:18 GMT

Hi!

Because I am not such a fan... I just "like" him, and love to make jokes about him... The best present in this day is a bunch of pics joking on him! Enjoy! =D

I didn't make this edition... but I find it so funny xD

All of the following are mine =D

In the searching for the snort.

Yeah... has anyone ever notice his hairy legs there? xD it's so... amusing xD

This is what makes an half-cutted pic...

At first I though that pic doesn't need words... xD

Another pic that don't needs words xDDD

I know, I know... I'm a perv xD

xDD The one at his left is Masa... poor of him xD

EDIT:

I forgot to add those two pics... >< fuck

Hmmm yeeeeah...

Hah xD this pic is so funny itself, but xD</center>

And well, an extra stupidness xD:

1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
<*font color="yourusername"><*b>yourusername<*/b><*/font>
2.) Eliminate the asterisks.
3.) Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4.) See what color you are

Hmmm... everhide
I'M PIIIIIIIINK!!!!!! I KNEW IIIIIIIIT!!!! YAAIIIII!!!! xDDDDDDD

Elisa *hideko*

Rose fanart

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 15:37:55 GMT

Last night I was hell bored, so I decided to draw something... so this is the result, this ugly sketch xD. I didn't watch at any pic at the moment xD so maybe that doesn't seem so much to Rose... ^^u

Nee... tell me what you think about and hope you like it!

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

Quizzes

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 23:25:46 GMT

Stolen from sacredarrow... coz I'm bored and sick... -.-

How was your date with Gackt? by rosumari
Username:
Location:	The beach
Of course,	Yu~ki was there.
He gave you:	His hankerchief.
He thought:	"Free Sex!!"
VERDICT:	You're meeting him again next week...

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which gackt hair style are you! by gacktlover619
name
age
the style?

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Free sex rocks... Oh well, I won't mind sharing myself with Yu~Ki...

... I completely dislike that >____< But better than those yellowish hairs...

MALICE MIZER Yaoi by gakuchan
Name
Pick a song
Seme	Kozi
Uke	Kozi
Their fetish is...	Dirty Talk
Their relationship is...	Sadomasochistic
They're also...	Soul mates
Does it last?	Not too long

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Erm... what? Double Közi or what?!?!?!? xDDDDD Of course that won't last for so long xDDDD waaaaah this is so weiiiiird!

Iconage. What are your icons? by rachie_01
What is your name?
Your white/black icon
Your red icon
Your orange icon
Your pink icon
Your blue icon
Your yellow icon
Your green icon
Your purple icon
Your random icon

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They're so simple and ugly... -__-;;;

Do you have a chance with Gackt? by raye kam-emerald

Full Name

Age

Favorite Color

How will you meet him?

through a fanletter

When will you meet him?

July 24, 2006

What will he give you?

a hug

What will you give him?

a hug

What: 27%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Oooooooow cuuuuute... but a fan letter? I... I will write one to Chachamaru... not to him ¬¬ fuck xD

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD LMAO!! Of course xD I didn't expect less...

Are You Obsessed with Gackt by vasssh
Name
Are you obsessed with him?	Oh God no, you hate him with a passion.
Could you meet?	You might
Where would you meet?	He would come out of the TV
Why?	He saw, and needed you.

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I don't hate him at all!! T_T But... coming out of the TV... needing me... RINGU??? O_OU

You married Gackt and.... by JerrySugarAV
Your Name
You got married on:	July 18, 2006
The fate of your marriage:	You both slip and die in shower when trying to have Matrix like sex.

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xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD This one was funny xD

Gackt encounter by aiko
Your name here...
When you will meet Gackt:	December 2, 2036
How many times he will smile for you:	2
Why do you get to meet him?	You met at a party, and hit it off really well! Cool!
What you will do together:	Dance
Will he remember you?	He fell in love and you stayed together forever. awww... ^___^

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... Won't he will be a little old...?

Do you end up with Gackt or Hyde? ;;>> by hideto
LJ Username
Who?	Hyde!
Where?	In the boi's car.
When?	May 19, 2012
Why?	He just really needed someone to fuck.
Your Song?	Hyde's Shallow Sleep
And afterwards?	He writes an entire album for you.

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Hyde... WHAT?!?!?!?!? >______< NO NO NO NO!!! TOO WRONG!!!

Gackt Breaks Into Your Room by jabberbug
Username
What color are the walls of your room?
What do you sleep on?
The slut he humped to get your address	aeho269
The slut he humped for the hell of it	code_of_vulgar
# of times he mistook his magnum for the doors key	1,555,666,089,355
Who he killed because they saw him at your door	ohtaki_jun
How he FINALLY got in your room	He used the head of whoever called him a Jpoper
The amount he stole from your stripping tip stash	$938
The day of the crime	July 10, 2018
The thing that molestes him when he's caught	The warden’s dog
The 1 who gets blamed for this craziness	The molester

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So... crazy... AWWWW NOOOOOO ROBIN NOOOO!!!!! POOR!! *cries*

Uh... never heard that song xD

Gah... it was funny for a while...

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

Do you know why it rains?

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 01:01:05 GMT

I am so bored... and I have a terrible ache because of my menstruation...

... And I miss her so much... blah, she will never be friends with me anymore... so I must stop thinking about it...

Anyway, these days I'm thinking so much in this song... I feel terrible identified with it...
So, this is for you... even I'm sure that you won't read it...

The Trax - Over the Rainbow

- Rock vers. -

Biga we onun jur ani?
nugunga noui surphumiran modu jiwojigir
gidohagi temune dallejugi wihesoya

Rain, why don't you fall?
Who'll erase all your sadness,
Because I'm praying for it to be soothed.

Nan imi oryosobutho nor
machi argo jinen god chorom

It's like I have being knowing you
Since my birth.

Norur an huro nor bohoharyo
sebyoge gochirge murachigo gan bimur sogesodo
midodon na ingor

I watched over you from behind.
Until the sunrise, and then I was shoved away, walking under the rain,
Did you believe it was me?

Biga orten nar sengaghe himi doejurka?
nega gago namun hunjogun OVER THE RAINBOW...

When the rain falls down, thinking of me, will you get stronger?
I'm leaving, there will be trace of me OVER THE RAINBOW...

Mian...

Sorry...

Nan nomuna oryosobutho
imi doryowodon go gatha
Since my birth
I have been mean.

Na isesange sarajir te
gu hone kekuthejille
tang sog giphi aju marke nega doryoumyon
nodo doryowo jurka
nar tarahar thenika onjena chorom

Before I disappeared from this world,
In the past I longed to be a better person.
From plain earth I became mean;
You'll become mean, too,
But I'll follow you like I always did.

Biga orten nar sengaghe himi doejurka?
nega gago namun hunjogun OVER THE RAINBOW...

When the rain falls down, thinking of me, will you get stronger?
I'm leaving, there will be trace of me OVER THE RAINBOW...

Nan biga omyon gidohe
nan birur bomyon gidohe
nan birur bomyon gidohe

I'm praying for the rain to fall down.
I'm praying to become rain.
I'm praying to become rain.

[narration]
Mianhe, nar borojima gidarigo issurge

I'm sorry, even if you leave me I'll be waiting for you.

Biga we onun jur ani?
nugunga noui surphumiran modu jiwojigir
gidohagi temune dallejugi wihesoya... biga doeojurge

Rain, why don't you fall?
Who'll erase all your sadness,
Because I'm praying for it to be soothed... and for me to became rain.

- Piano Vers. -

Biga we onun jur ani?
nugunga noui surphumiran modu jiwojigir
gidohagi temune
dallejugi wihesoya

Do you know why it rains?
That's because someone prays that.
All your sadness be washed away
To comfort you.

Nan imi oryosobutho nor
machi argo jinen god chorom

I, as if I'd known you
Since I was little:

Norur an huro nor bohoharyo
sebyoge gochirge murachigo gan bimur sogesodo
midodon na ingor

Since knowing you, to protect you,
Even in the storming rain, in the dawn,
Have been believing.

Biga orten nar sengaghe himi doejurka?
nega gago namun hunjogun OVER THE RAINBOW...

When it rains, think of me, can I be any help?
Once I've gone, the traces will be... OVER THE RAINBOW...

[narration]
Biga we onun jur ani?
nugunga noui surphumiran modu jiwojigir
gidohagi temune
dallejugi wihesoya... biga doeojurge

Do you know why it rains?
That's because someone prays that.
All your sadness be washed away
To comfort you... I'll be your rain.

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

Yai!

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 14:04:46 GMT

Today I went to the hairdresser... Can't I choose a worser day or what? It's so damn windy today!! T_T
I dyed my hair in black with some blue... I don't like how blonde hair looks on me (even I am blonde -_-u)

Well... I took some photos... but I'll post today only one ^-^u

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 19:18:34 GMT

I feel it again. That horrible feeling...

I gave everything. I was so happy. I just wanted to some of your kindness for me...

And now... I-m so alone again. It-s always the same...

I wait for people to be friend with me, to share feelings, to talk in bad and good moments, to support the both of us... but that people seem that only want to be with me in good moments.

It's always the same. I cry for days, I feel so depressed, I cry at every moment... I don't want to be hurt again.

I just want to be alone. It's the best for a person like me.

Two pics I took yesterday...

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 16:39:22 GMT

Yesterday was Saint Juan, and people often go out and have party at the beach... but I don't like that. Also, I have no one to go there, and I was depressed... So I tried to cheer me up a little by changing a little my look and taking photos...

The detail of the pink eye was photoshopped by a friend of mine. The pink and blue colors of my hair are not dyed. It's just rimmel special for hairs... Your fingers get dirty and don't stay for so long, but it's funny ^^

Here I copypasted the eye from the other pic xD I want pink lenses (but I can't because of my short-sightedness... it's too high so there are not color contact lenses for me -_-
The text is translated from a part of Infinity, machine's song (maybe my favorite one). That is how I feel...

All the photoshopping of the photos (except the eye) was made by me ^^

Hope you like them, and thanks for supporting!! Love you fo-re-ver! <3 ^^

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 11:45:52 GMT

I've been crying all night long... and still now.

I want affection, I want support... I NEED them...

My friend said that she doesn't care of my surgery because I am the only one who must be interested. That she may won't go to the hospital to see me. That is her personality, as she says..

But I don't think so...

Elisa *hideko*

Hakuei's brother?

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 00:58:47 GMT

I've read somewhere that Hakuei has a brother... and well, supossely is the guy of these pics...

The one of the first pic, and the same guy that's the one standing up at the second pic... Anyone knows about it?

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

machine ^_^

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 16:34:55 GMT

I've just updated my site with the new things at their official site ^^

As always, http://machine69.cjb.net/...

*thinking about pay the cjb thing... -.- fucking banner >< *

Well, talking of other things. Today I went to the nurse... I've lost 1 kg and half! ^_^* And then I went to the surgeon... That stupid guy treated me this time so good (maybe last time he was sure that I wasn't able to be surgered ¬¬ fuck him). My stomach and such are so fine to be surgered, so this month of December I will go again to the endocryne (just after doing other body tests more, other blood tests... and after that, I will be in the waiting list... it will may take up to 2 years... -_-;; Non european people maybe don't know it, but here is the called "social security", free doctor attentions and such.... It's free but it's always going so, so slow... Anyway, the surgeon told me that, because I'm so young, they will try to take me soon... but I won't be surgered there, I don't want to... because I want to be surgered by laparoscopy, and in that hospital they don't do that >_<

Well... surely I made you get bored with all this... but it's so important for me...

Kisses to everyone... ^^

Elisa *hideko*

THE TRAX!!

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 21:49:23 GMT

Those guys made me happy yesterday whole day ^___^ I loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove them!!!

I also updated Paradox PV there -> http://s25.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=30VIFIJMIQP640BNVM0YBBODDM

*______* yaiiii!!!!!

*kisses for everyone*

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 19:21:55 GMT

I am so sorry... I can only see tears flowing in my eyes and around my cheeks...

Nobody cares about me. I just waited for an answer of SOMEONE saying "Hey, you are come to Barcelona again, how good".... just it...

So I feel really like a shit. I think I'm not important for ANY of these people I knew there last year... So everyday I don't feel to go there... everyday I feel less to go there again...

I just... love a lot the people I know, but then... I want them to be friends of mine...

How hard is it to be friend of someone? For me it's always the same... i always love a lot the people and then... they prove that they are not my friends, that they don't deserve my feelings... that I am not interesting for them anymore...

What do I do to end always like this? Please... somebody tell me... what do I do wrong...? I only want friends...

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

I'm... so fucking pissed off...

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 16:05:40 GMT

Thinking about going back to Barcelona for the "Salón" (it's somelike an Akon). But then I wonder... why?

I mean, there are lots of people who wants to see me, and also I want to see them, but... who?
Last time I went there... there were lots of people. Known or unknown, that's no matter how they were, we were friends at last. And when I went back to my place, all we keeped on contact (or most of them)... but actually...

I miss some people so much... well, in special, I start to think about it once and another... fuck... what have I done...?

I'm scared, in someway, I don't want to back there. Those were the happiest days lastly (well, except some person... but I don't care of her actually)... but....

I miss two persons a lot. I failed to one of them, I know it. But now I feel really guilty and I miss her... It's a stupidness that I want to be in her LJ friends list again, but I didn't mean it... I talk about esneka. She is from Madrid, but I met her at Barcelona when I went... and I love her so much. She was one of the persons who best supported me in those difficult moments...
I'm so sorry, I didn't wanted you to not be confident on me...

And in the other side... a person who I also love a lot, but she seemed like if she has change... But I still love her! I talk about shigai. My dear... Why are you like that with me lately? I miss you a lot, I need to talk with you about any stupid thing, as before...

I didn't want to molest anyone, I only want to be friend with everyone... I'm back to Barcelona this year, and I want to see, at less, all people that I saw last year... -____-

Sorry... sorry everyone... I don't like for sure to be like this, but I think a lot about these things...

Elisa *hideko*

.................

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 00:43:13 GMT

Thinking on muy future cosplay... I NEED LEATHER OR PVC BLACK TROUSERS..... and for sure I won't find them... at my fucking city, even less for my size... -_________-

Oh fuck... >____< and love _

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 12:11:55 GMT

Yesterday I saw the pics of Yuushokubanzai Hakuei (can anyone tell me what the fuck is that?)... and well...

Don't scroll down if you don't want to be as shocked as I am...

... First time I saw this pic I thought on Chisato, but... (a moustache? O_o)

It's Hakuei... er... I mean, Shaa from K46... WHAT THE HELL THAT MOUSTACHE?????!!!!!!

... More moustache... ;_____; This is my fave pic as well but... that moustache...

For luck, this pic makes me think that moustache is fake...

There are more pics, but... I only wanted to share my shock with you xD

ALSO... I admire for the first time a cosplayer...

The BEST Gisho cosplayer I've ever seen... <3 *luvs Robin*

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

Another thingie of these... -__-

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:56:20 GMT

6 most listened songs:

machine - Blurry Sky
Silent Hill 4 OST - Waiting for You
Dir en Grey - Machiavellism (Kaoru, Kaoru, it's cashew!!)
Penicillin - Mr Freeze
machine - Blind Circle
Gerard - Last Night Forever

And now...

How many music I have in my PC?:
Let's see... around 22 gb in mp3 + video

What was the last CD I bought?:
Superb... sure xD

Song that I'm listening to right now?:
Penicillin - Anti Beauty

Five songs that I listen to them a lot or they have a special meaning for me:
Hmmm... Honey Blade though is the song more personal for me... and about the lyrics, machine lyrics are soooo special for me ^^
So, let's do it:

hide - Honey Blade
machine - Infinity
machine - Happy People
machine - lizard NO love
(And other one not of these...)
Silent Hill 3 OST - I want love (studio mix)

Of course there are many many maaaaaaany songs that means a lot for me... but now I'm too sleepy so I can't think hard xD

And hm... about the people who must do it... I won't write anyone, I'm soooo sleepy for that...

Goodnight everyone...

Elisa *hideko*

Other pic xD

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 15:48:41 GMT

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

Why don't you...

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 08:04:43 GMT

A pic of some that I took yesterday...

... Someone told me that I look like Kamijo... O.o

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 14:46:10 GMT

This was from aaliyah_mebarak :P

Gah... this is really hard tho xD I can't tell a favorite song because that belongs to moments or days...

List your 6 favourite current songs and list 6 people who also must do this.

1) machine - Blind Circle
2) Psycho le Cému - Neo
3) X - Vanishing Love
4) hide - Honey Blade
5) Malice Mizer - Baroque
6) Silent Hill 4 OST - Waiting for You ~Live At Heaven's Night~ (unreleased tunes)

(Only random songs I have on winamp xD I have tons of favorite songs...)

And now the people who must do it too:

1) aeho
2) frozen_nepenthe
3) kisakisama
4) taiyomi
5) nezha
6) misja_klimov

Yai! *_*

Elisa *hideko* http://machine69.cjb.net/

What Gackt Song are you? by Dark_Kiseki
Name
Song	Love song [mandarin]
Why	Getting into that sexy mode
Where	Cafe

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